I dislike being scolded. We all do. We all dislike being called names and being insulted. We all dislike being down and discouraged.
In this case, I'm in the wrong. So I've got no rights to complain or anything.
On the positive note, in these circumstances, what can you learn? About yourself, about others or about situations. How can you manage it better? How can you improve?
We learn things either the easy way or the hard way. The hard always sticks to your mind.. Most of the time.
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Lord, this struggle internally, isn't just an accident. the fight is tough. But I know you've placed this here to groom me. It definitely isn't easy.
Spiritually. Mentally. Physically.
Business. Distraction. Excuses.
Grant me strength. Strength to overcome. For nothing is impossible with YOU around.
LORD, Let YOUR will be done and not mine.
Ignite in me the fire that have gone cold.
Help me do what I need to do.
But firstly, Change my heart oh God.