It all lies with the Lord.
Honestly, I guess during that period of time, I was too caught up with what I'm feeling, and really really refusing to let God get back to the right state. Up till church last week, as well as encouragements from certain friends. and Truly, with my life in His hands, there's no need to worry for He has His plans to prosper us.
For now, I'm just going to Let the Lord take over.
Thank You Lord for EVERYTHING.
over and out. 2227h_