Ever miss the past?
Nowadays, I often think of how Good a boy I used to be back in the days when I was still in secondary school. I mean in character wise. Compared to who I am now, though I would admit and say that I've grown also. What an irony which even I myself find hard to understand.
Met many of whom I've not met in quite some time once again. Feels very.. Family liked. And I wonder and ponder about why they have to leave. Really.
Thinking of the past, I still remember how I used to bully my younger sis, shout around in the house whenever I'm angry and pissed, and just TRY to slam the door, or.. most of the time, just shut myself up somewhere and just keep quiet as I used to be. I mean, I was rather and more quiet and anti-social when I was younger.
How I made my younger sis cry by accident when I was just throwing a rubber ball against the wall, and she suddenly walked pass and hit her.
How often I get scoldings from my parents.
How I lied to my mum that I was studying, when I was actually reading a book and she was looking at what exactly I was doing.
How my elder sis and me were doing our pri and kindergarten school work respectively and how our younger sis just sat on the floor in front of us and played.
Those days. Just makes me wanna relive that childhood. Back to being a child.
Back to being a child is not a bad thing. According to the scripture, we must humble ourselves. And have that child-like faith which we all often neglect. Maybe not all. But it's just a reminder because Honestly, I dont humble myself at times.
Mark 10:15
15I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
Matthew 18:1-4
1At that time the disciples came to Jesus and asked, "Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?"
2He called a little child and had him stand among them. 3And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.4Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
0020h